I am in Deep Frustration...

Days went well for past few days. Just trying to finish up my notes by this Friday so that I could print out. But not for today, I felt really in deep frustration when something planned was not going on successfully. It's better unplanned then plan it. Add on, with some bad news from my colleague and I was trying to rush for my notes. I know the conclusion for all these was not a major problems but it did brought me to the kind of feeling tensed up and frustration in the evening which I dunno why.

I believe sometimes human do have negative feelings so it goes same to me. Although, I did try to control my emotions but it seems did not work well. So tears dropped..... I'm not a good person in controlling my emotions or hiding inside me.. I wish there is a listener besides me but as I'm in Singapore hardly have a "click" buddy to chat to wherelse in Malaysia there are. Tried to contact my best buddy in Malaysia to have a chat but she seems busy.. Unlike last time, I could simply call frens to voice out my sadness ..even my family members.. but now, I don't wan to make my family members to worry over me in Sg...Not to letting them knw that eventually I feel stress...

Lovely wentfor class as usual. Back to home, no one I could talk to. Hidding inside the 4 walls room and thought myself. I wish I could share and voice out with somebody...Please...Please .... but no one...just tears....

Hopefully lovely do understand me... I knew wat are you trying to say..not I want to take it seriously. Just the emotions feeling inside me, I'm sad and stressed...

Why everything doesn't seems goes smooth on me...