Meals that I've taken in this lovely week

Friday 20th June Meal

Saturday 21st June Meal

Monday 23rd June 08 Meal

Tuesday 24th June 08 Meal

Thursday 26th June 08 Meal

The 12 days without my Chee Hou...

how was it? haha cant imagine the day has come...muahahaha (big laugh, evil laugh, sheepy laugh)

the days without him,
it was so hard to pass my time
dreaming him always in my sweet sweet dream
not seeing him in reality, but manage to have at least a thing called DREAM
it's so amazing... and I like dreams..
only dreams can make me feel, he's there for me.

day without him,
every nights setting the alarm around 3am-4am
trying to wake up and grab my hp
to dial a number "IDD GENEVA"
listen to the hotel staff's greeting.. bla bla bla in wateva language
and I said, "Please transfer the call to 420"
the staff repeated, "420??"
and I, "ya, thanks!" tuuut tuuut tuuut tuuut
and the call gone thru...
Im happy to hear your voices..
even though I'm not awake..
chatted about 40mins at least and dropped back into sleep again.

days without him,
acnes out, heaty, jaw pain
I guess all this because I slept late and woke up middle of the night
huhhh...that's very bad but I'm happy with what I've done...
acne still here even after 12 days.. sob sob

days without him,
I was trying to be strong
but for the first week, I couldnt get thru
I cried and cried...millions of tears

days without him,
as the days closer to 12 days
i'm getting stronger and occupied
by packing, meeting my frens, buying stuffs
=)

days without him,
alot of things to share but remains unshare
what am I talking about?
haha...like food of course
we used to share the portion
and now making me alone finishing those meals that I cant finished
small appetite when he's not around
yes! I'm gonna have my meal everytime with you...

days without him,
I get scolded by a client
innocent me, it isn't my fault..sob sob

alright..have to chiao...wanna get myself a shower, finish up those packing activities, keep the room clean, throw wateva rubbish, put laundry into the basket and etc..

MISS YOU ALL....

Missing You Days #12

Lovely...can you hear me?

I wanna to say loud...loud...

I will be with you soon in another 24 hours...!

=) =) =)

Missing You Days #11

Toothbrush - checked
Toothpaste - he got it
Face/Eyes make up remover - checked
Toner - checked
5 shirts - checked, some T's he brought over..dunno how many pieces
2 dresses - checked, 2 more dresses in his luggage
2 long pants - checked
short pants- checked, some with him
conditioner - checked
passport- checked
air ticket/boarding pass - checked
bath foam - checked
shoe - checked
socks - checked
camera charger - checked
lingeries - checked
hair cream - checked

Where am I going? hahaha.... Packing to Geneva, Switzerland Friday 1.05am flight. Gonna be leaving tomolo night at 930pm to the Changi Airport. Alone? Yeah all alone lo... I think about 17hours to Geneva... SG-ZURICH-GENEVA. will stop by at Zurich for transit.

This is my first time flying a long long journey to somewhere alone... excited and nervous... boleh ka? yakin boleh la...haha

Lovely, Im coming...gonna see you soon...in another ??? hours...sorry Im weak in calculating the time...maybe tomolo I will get to count a perfect one..haha

Missing You Days #10

And here it goes, today is totally 10days we haven't seen each other... Do you miss me? Do you miss me? Do you? do You?

Nothing much special today. I went to plaza singapura for lunch alone today as my colleague on mc. Had little dim sum dishes, like char siew pau, red bean pau, prawn dumpling (har gao) my fav, prawn H.K chee cheong fun. That's all my lunch and it costs $6.70 expensive! How can i survive if everyday i eat like this way... been eating good food to entertain myself this week.. i feel my appetite is coming back.. =) maybe im gonna meet you soon. that's why.. This is called Love Power...muahahaha crazy me..!

After lunch, headed for shopping - bought some hair conditioner and hair wax to bring over there. Drop by a shop namely cotton on.. it that really "ON"? my first impression last time was tryin the shorts which selling 2 for $30. erm good deal...varieties of colors. Due to cutting, I tried and not suits me at all. And wat about today? It's really ON and I got myself for the first time a yellow plain shirt $2 only...believe it .. i repeat again it's $2. and one light blue cardigan $7.50. I try both and it's pretty fit yet sweet, simple, and nice. These few days, I keep shopping for long sleeve shirt/cardigans, just prepare for the weather over there...just in case it might be cold at night.

Packing day for tomolo night...excited...!!!

To my sweetheart,

I LOVE YOU....!!!

To my buddies that always in my mind,

sIm - hope you will come to singapore soon..!!!
putt - please start blogging so I get to know your story...!!!
HC - I never heard from you..been quite awhile...
wai kuan - I like congee too..so sweet you have congee, pancake from your baby..! envy envy
alexis - congrats that you quit...hurray... tell me when you going to dubai..!!!
rose - pls let me know when only you be free to have a chat wit me before I go over to swiss (alex, pass this msg to rose if you see this)
seng mun - hope u can attend my wedding in nov... maybe there's miracle! hehe
others - I miss you all....!!!

Missing You Days #9

I'm smiling,
the morning i woke up where I almost hit the wall (should say BanG the wall)
when I turn around my body to off the alarm (it's so loud)

I'm smiling,
the second time I got a seat at mrt during the journey to my workplace.

I'm smiling,
when I got myself sending something Red at the post to someone.

I'm smiling,
when the price of the postage hits sgd37.70 which is many times higher than the value of the thing that I want to post.

I'm smiling,
by the time I reach Swiss on Friday, I think the Red isn't reach yet. =)

I'm smiling,
it's finally the time for me to shop for jeans.

I'm smiling,
the jeans that I wanted to buy..the size is still right there for me..

I'm smiling,
had my dinner at subway..ordered Oven Roasted Chicken Breast - lovely and mine fav'

I'm smiling,
never thought that I could finish the meal with all the "onions"..funny (usually I give all the super strong smell to him)

I'm smiling,
reminds me the past that I used to had lunch here with him before headed to work hotel afternoon shift.. how time ticks tocks ticks tocks in a flash without waiting

I'm smiling,
when I nearly got home reminds me those steps that I walk now, someone going to walk with me again.

I'm smiling,
because I blog frequently and hope he will see it one day (no internet connection over there)

I'm smiling,
soon he will be back and iron my working clothes for me..haha have to stop here now..
the iron got overheated soon...

I'm smiling all over and over again.

PS I'M SMILING ALL BECAUSE OF YOU...

Missing You Days #8

630am...wow!!
it's still early to get up from bed...
tried to sleep a little while more but i couldn't.
search my hp where i put it besides me
where he used to sleep..on the left of the bed

Yes Got it...glance thru his sweet sms
stil couldnt sleep and start missing him
It's the 8 days...8 days he left
I'm still crazily missing him..
was weak last night maybe
couldnt hear his voices as he went to Zermatt

And today he will be on his way back to Geneva
still we wont have a chance for sweet talk
Alright manage to get back to sleep at 715am
During my sleeping mode
I heard of something..some sort of music, Rhythm ??
from outside or I'm dreaming?

Yes...it's the wedding song played
Who's wedding? where? Am I dreaming?
I couldnt open my eyes still
i'm falling into deep sleep
but the song was played somewhere..
A wild guess, it might be someone's wedding down below
but it follows by those brothers cars' hon! hon! Hon!

I wondered could it be my dream
or there's a real wedding downstairs, so early??
finally, i woke up ay 9.15am
just after my house mate suddenly open the her door
so loudly.. Bang! guessed her nature's call coming

First thing pop into my mind
should i go gym? should i go shopping?
I have appointment 1pm for facial
No hesitation, I pop into my shower
drink some milky anlene and go shopping..

10.15 and there's alot of ppl crowd inside the mrt
where they go? it's still early..
never wonder ppl wake up so early
rushing for Gss? rushing to work?

11 am - reached City Hall..just like Hong Kong (busy city)
need to queue for escalator up.. phew..
more than 100 of ppls
walking towards to Marina Square and
that's where I start my shopping for pants.

Mng, Zara, Levis, Esprit...
tried alot but lastly didn't get one.
Might get it tomolo after thinkin tough.. =)
time past fast and it's 1235pm..
rush to Han's restaurant, filled myself with fried rice and tea

rush rush rush rush for facial at raffles place
have told the gal that I will be late 15 mins..
never wonder she shows her black face
like looking at her watch and told her manager "She's LATE"
what kind of attitude..I admit I'm late
and have told you guys..

dont bother..anyway my facial done at 330pm
And I know this time they will start blabbering again
not my facial package as I already make full payment.
It's my lovely one as his package already fully utilized
they even force me to pay for bf package like
"Come'on dont be so stingy. Just pay for your bf" (sarcastic and rude)
I'm not stingy, just I dont like the Attitude!
never think, never bother, never agree
NO all the way... yes I got out!
dont like to deal with tat girl..

Make all my way home
5pm I'm out again for a haircut
feel lighter as the stylist cuts alot
i'm doubt he cuts all my curly curly fries.. (blink..blink..)
aneways, hair will grows as time pass =)
will get my hair done in aug again
Perm Perm..Perm Perm I love curly fries!!

4 more days to go. then I will be flying with SIA - - - - - - - - - - - - -

Missing You Days #7

The days without you are sorrow
Everytime I take my steps out, the only shadow of me...
I chose to walk fast to reach the destination
and played music with the Ipod...

As the destination is still far ahead
my mind starts searching the shade of you beside me...
Holding me so strong, never let me fall down

I chose to have petite meal day after day
cause I hope to have with you...
All because I wish every meal is with you

Today, it's been 24 hours since the last flash
we heard each other voices...
And I miss the your voices right now
I wish I could hear once again
before I drop to bed...
But I know it wont be real...

Somehow I think I'm kind of fragile heart
pouring out my tears instinctively
when I'm thinking of you...
Wondering where you are
Now and then, there isn't an answer

I wish I could be strong
but love plays every little emotions
in my heart and my soul...
That's what the LOVE is all about

I'm trying to reach you
but yet you are so distant...
To think of all the nights
I've cried myself to sleep...

You really have to know
how much you mean to me...
I'm missing you badly
please come back to me...

PS I LOVE YOU

Missing You Day #6

Where's Day 5? Too tired, too sick and no blogging...

Was sudden sick in the afternoon after had my lunch. Nap in office about 20mins... Start getting cold... I guessed I caught cold in the morning as the heater wasn't well with hot water... I was dizzy, cold, weak in the office. Luckily, my colleague fetch me home that day. If not, I think I will take cab. As soon as I reached home, I vomit...yes, I vomit..and the fever came.. I had a cup of warm milk, switched the air con to low 27 celcius, took 2 panadols ..finally slept at 630pm...

Day 6,

I woke up at 930am.. after sweating whole night and getting thru my fever. Finally, I think I'm alright. But still have to see doctor as run out of panadol, just in case the fever comes by again. 945am, I go out to the bus stop, waited about 15 mins still no bus arrive. Sky gets dark, and the rain pours..lightly...and turns heavily.. I decide to go back home and see doctor later...

Make myself scallop porridge..mixed with bovril and lettuce. Quiet plain and nice. Sick ppl with no appetite like me, plain is the most suitable. Do some housework - laundry, dishes, and etc. Evening I take a nap again until my fren calls out for dinner.

We had soup restaurant at AMK Hub. This is the first time I drop by. It is very tasty compares to Dian Xiao Er... Outside Q gettings longer and longer so after we finish the meals, we moved our butts for a walk at AMK Hub. I bought a strawberry swissroll and honey red bean cake for tomorrow breakfast at the office I guess. Yeah, this saturday is my turn to work.

Also, I shop for some grocceries item in NTUC before headed home. Stock up some for this weekend at home. Some instant drink -Horlicks Cereal, mayo, ice cream, and etc.... try Mr. Bean Carrot Soya Milk... so so only and i find the taste quite weird like rubberband, manage to drink half of it..and stop as the taste getting stronger... Maybe it blend with rubberband..haha.. hopefully not...

And Lastly, all the things I've done these few days. I hope you are by my side... I need you so much...

PS I MISS YOU, CHARLES LAI CHEE HOU!

Missing You Days #4

I'M MISSING YOU BADLY.....

I'M MISSING YOU SO MUCH.....

I'M MISSING YOU BADLY.....

I'M MISSING YOU EVERY SECONDS.....

I'M MISSING YOU BADLY.....

I'M MISSING YOU LIKE CRAZY.....

I'M MISSING YOU BADLY.....

I'M MISSING YOU MY BABY.....

I'M MISSING YOU BADLY.....

Days Missing You #3

Sometimes When We Touch

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Days Missing You #2

I'm glad to hear your voice last night. Even though it was a short one... compares to what we always be, chatting with each other days and nights. I miss you..!

Today, I woke up without your words "Lou Po, hei san lo.. fan kung lo". I do miss that...it's sweet of you telling me to wake up everyday and switch on the heater to let the water gets warm before I get in for a shower every morning. But today, I switch on the heater myself... and being awake by the alarm clock with radio's songs. It was so loud and burst my ears...was shocked a little as I was dreaming something... I miss you...!

Unusually, I was all alone prepare to work in this room. It's kinda empty. I miss the moment when both of us are rushing to get out sharp 7.45am... Also, the time you always hand over the bottle of water to ask me drink everytime. I know you do care for me alot... And now, I do follow as you always do. Drink water in the morning!... I miss you...!

Sometimes, you do prepare breakfast for me in the morning.. like your lovely handmade Tuna sandwich and even a simple kaya and butter sandwich. I do love it very much.. It's so tasty.. Isn't he sweet? I miss you...!

Crossing the road while listening to your Ipod will never be good than holding your hand walking to the train station. Standing alone in crowded train will never be perfect than you holding me each time when I'm unbalanced with my steps in the train. I miss you...!

Reaching the destination of mine, Dhoby Ghaut - the interchange to another line, this is the place where we give each other a goodbye kiss to work. And so, my chin is empty without his kiss for the first time. As usual, when I reach to another train of mine... I will sms you to inform I got into train.. Tis time round, I did sms you but no reply then... I miss you...!

Stepped into office, you will always let me know that you reach too and I will know what breakfast you bought everyday But................ I miss you ...!

Dear Lovely,

Days without you are meaningless

Meals without you are tasteless

Nights without you will never be warm

Life will never complete without you by my side.. I'm missing you right now..

I miss you so much...!!!

Days Missing You #1

I thought I heard your voice yesterday
When I turned around to say
That I loved you than I realized
And it was just my mind
Playing tricks on me

It seems colder lately at night
And I try to sleep with the lights on
Everytime when the phone rings
I pray to God it's you
I just can't believe
That we're thought

I miss you
There`s no other way to say it
And I, and I can deny itI miss you
I miss you
It's so easy to see
I miss you and me

Is it done and over this time?
Have we realy changed our minds
But it's other's love
All the feelings that we used to share
I refused to believe
That you don`t care

I miss you
There's no other way to say it
And I, and I can deny itI miss you
I miss you
It's so easy to see

I've got together my senses to get there
I've been through worse kinds of weather
If it's over now, be strong
Can't believe that you're gone
I got carry over

I miss you
There's no other way to say it
And I, and I can deny it
I miss you
It's so easy to see
That you're part of me now...

JUNE... JUNE

4th JUNE
Still working until 530pm..will back home continue our packing activity. This time round we will bring back my pinky luggage...it's super big and heavy like go honeymoon. Oh no, we just heading back to KL by coach 10pm. No choice... coz my lovely cant apply much leave so have to struggle abit back at midnight. Should reach KL 3am lo...

5th JUNE
Have to wake up early..maybe as early as 7 or 8am. back to my mum's house to get his clothes iron straight and take a quick bath... No need make up or hair style! Appointment with a girl namely Peggy around 1130am.. Gonna start my make up + hair style then head to outdoor shooting. and then back to studio for indoor shooting. As per the lady, she say roughly will end 7pm...ouch quite late! sure tiring...

6th JUNE
Have our invitation card finalized with the wedding card designer. Might go for wine tasting. Wedding biscuit ordering.. Too early? Maybe.. or else will do in august. What else...

7th JUNE
Breakfast dim sum with my family. Still waiting my mum to give confirmation whether she reserve a table.. Then lastly, go to airport fly back to Singapore...

Why 7th JUNE Saturday back to Singapore? This is because my lovely might fly to Switzerland. You know his company at anytime can postpone the schedule. He hasnt pack anything yet if this time round the trip is confirm.

Gals, please do slot in some time to meet up... I know is weekday..haha

HISTORY

Guess what..let's me update about my jaw pain. It's disappear after I've done a scaling and polishing on my teeth.. so amazing..haha.. Thanks God... Hopefully It won't be back again...

Last Sunday, I went for 2 different places to do my body, face and hand treatment. One is the Spador located in Orchard and the other is Modern Beauty Salon at OUB Centre, Raffles Place. Had my Beauty Care Facial, Paraffin Wax Hand treatment, Body Milk Bath, IPL, and Nutmeg Body Spa from 11am-430pm. Thanks to my lovely for patiently waiting for me... :) I know it wont be so good feeling for waiting someone so long...sorry if I make you feel agitated for waiting me...

Last Saturday, went to JB. Both of us did a hair color at Protrim. Outcome not so bad but mine is extremely gold now... after color, cant accept. first day, still so gold. second day, not bad, third day, phew lastly bit good looking liao... My lovely still handsome as always.