Finally.. A Release!!!

I'm back!!! It has been so long since my last blogging. Nearly 2 months and so what's to update.. Make a guess..Final release has come at the end..I've passed the exam that I've been suffering for a long period of time...days and nights and nights and days..So what's next...Before I plan further...let me update what has been occuppied in the month of Sept, Oct and Nov.

I've lost my caring Grandpa. May you rest in peace!

Besides that, yuppp...the Siem Reap trip with my honey. It's been so relaxing and exciting for both of us.. We have a Memorable and Fantastic trip after all. The hotel was so excellent, fully equipped with facilities, good landscapes and their service is "WOW"... Guess wat, we spent alot for this 4 days 3 nights stay but the experiences and memory that we had is worth more than what we had paid. Our room was upgraded to Garden Suite for the 3 nights..!!! Amazing right?? How I wish my future room is well deco like the room with fully IPOD sound system, bath tub at outside of the room, comfortable bed, goose pillow and etc... I love it!

Angkor Wat is the main reason that I chose to step on Siem Reap land. We had a sunrise and sunset dating in Angkor Wat. Huhh.. I forgot the name of each temples..hehe although it was abit tiring - climbing up and down the rocks and staircase but it's worth to experience the diet exercise program at the temples..hehe :p

Bar street - full with Superb Bars and Restaurants. This is the place that we hang over there a number of times. Besides having our meals at the hotel, we enjoyed the restaurants at Bar Street fullest. The best of Khmer food, pizzas, cocktails, beers, wines were just few US dollars.. I miss the food there much... Not to forget, we had a romantic swing dinner at the hotel -mosquitoes all around - the staff gave me mosquitoes repellent :) The best I can do was sprayed around my skin... first time, had such romantic dinner with nyamuk members.

Old market and Tonle Sap lake (floating village) were our others destination besides Angkor Wat. Cheap and affordable souveniors can be found.

The dislikes about Siem Reap were the ppl wondered around the temples. Pretended to show you around and give information - lastly, asked for money to let them further studies. Not to say they lied or not, but you cant resist to take out the money from ur pocket to give them. Some of them are too over - which asked for more and more... Aiks..

Will update the picture soon....

Oct - was my Birthday's month. Didn't blog at all. The day, I had a great time with him, enjoyed my fav beggar chicken meal and some Healthy and Nourishing chinese herbal soup in Imperial Herbal@Vivocity. I knew my lovely already well planned with the whole day programme. Unfortunately, things changed as I had a bad swollen throat. Instead of having western meal so we chose Chinese cuisine instead. Back then, had a sweet pink cake by the name of Ispahan from Bakerzin. Unlike real cake, with sponge cake and cream. This was special - rose cream, rasberries, a kind of pinkish sweet biscuit for the top and bottom. Sweet & Sour!!! Managed to finish all in 4 days... Present?? A Dress :p


Next, so what are my sooner plans:

1. Wish to go Prawn Fishing with Lovely
2. Join Gym to keep FIT and stay healthy
3. Waiting my PR application
4. Prepare for M5 exam
5. Progress myself with more work experiences
6. Nemo Fish
7. Take more pictures in Sg with my love and nikon D80
8. Shop until I drop during Xmas
9. ............ and Thanks for all the blessings from my family, lovely, and frens

Be Delicious Eternally

Here go something new on me...

Lovely, sweet, be Delicious...

Guess wat...

Alright let's me announce..

3.....2....1...

Taaaaaaddddaaaaaaaaa!!!

That's Mine...Ohh I'm Loving It :p

Fruitful steps ahead...

At Work - Time flies in a blink.. been working in Phillip another full month soon. Tried to learn asap as well as studies. but couldn't concentrate both. Luckily, I have a Guru Master who I can "cheng gao". You know i meant you...Yeah, it's you definitely..muckss!!! Although sometimes, the way you teach me very "deep" and from "head to toe". I will try my best to understand. Hopefully this Guru will be always patient to teach me as I'm stil at the surface..not in that "deep" level yet..Need some minutes for me to process your meanings.. Dont angry wo.. "Toh Toh Chi Kau la..Ngo hai mong cha cha ge la"

Friends - Alex koko find me these few days. So where we headed to? Yesterday, we met at plaza sg, having a small talk while enjoed Ajisen ramen. Today, wooww he had a long long mrt journey to my workplace and met me for a lunch nearby. Great!!

For my best girlfren, "I will support your decision. Stay calm & relax to get over it. Love is the feeling we fall in and out off and everytime we fall off, We learn to hold on tighter hoping that next time, we may never have to let go. If you need someone to listen, I will be there for you"

Hope you'll be alright soon..

Hobbies - Not mine. Who's else?? Love was attending Nikon DSLR class now from 7pm to 930pm. We managed to catch up for a quick dinner before he headed for the class held at Fortune Centre (walking distance from our place). Hopefully, he was having a great time there to explore the miracle of photograph. Exciting...waiting him to come back to show me his art pieces that he learnt. Hence, I will grant you to become my personal professional photographer in Cambodia trip soon. hehe..

Love - Superb...always..

Weekends - need to work on Saturday, that's tomolo. Planning to get myself a new scent..Which? DKNY, Giorgio Armani or Ralph Lauren?? have tried Anna Sui, Estee Lauder, Salvatore Ferragamo, Lancome. What's next...

Food - Mooncakes..Mooncakes..I want.. Red bean snowskin.. Also, japanese cuisine please..

Health - Gym..I need a gym..but after I have pass my M6 and finish my japanese language classes..

Interests - want to pamper myself with nice set of mani & pedi..milk bath spa.. *wink*

to be continued...need to do housework *yawn*

The Greatest Woman in My Life

Happy Birthday to my Dearest Mummy

Our mother is the sweetest and

Most delicate of all.

She knows more of paradise

Than angels can recall.

She's not only beautiful

But passionately young,

Her love is like the light of our life,

She is at once the field and bower

In which our hearts take root.

Thank you, Mom, for making us

Happy, well, and good.

All we are depends on you:

Your hands for shaping us,

Opening and waking us.

I Love You Mummy... Missing you so much...

I am in Deep Frustration...

Days went well for past few days. Just trying to finish up my notes by this Friday so that I could print out. But not for today, I felt really in deep frustration when something planned was not going on successfully. It's better unplanned then plan it. Add on, with some bad news from my colleague and I was trying to rush for my notes. I know the conclusion for all these was not a major problems but it did brought me to the kind of feeling tensed up and frustration in the evening which I dunno why.

I believe sometimes human do have negative feelings so it goes same to me. Although, I did try to control my emotions but it seems did not work well. So tears dropped..... I'm not a good person in controlling my emotions or hiding inside me.. I wish there is a listener besides me but as I'm in Singapore hardly have a "click" buddy to chat to wherelse in Malaysia there are. Tried to contact my best buddy in Malaysia to have a chat but she seems busy.. Unlike last time, I could simply call frens to voice out my sadness ..even my family members.. but now, I don't wan to make my family members to worry over me in Sg...Not to letting them knw that eventually I feel stress...

Lovely wentfor class as usual. Back to home, no one I could talk to. Hidding inside the 4 walls room and thought myself. I wish I could share and voice out with somebody...Please...Please .... but no one...just tears....

Hopefully lovely do understand me... I knew wat are you trying to say..not I want to take it seriously. Just the emotions feeling inside me, I'm sad and stressed...

Why everything doesn't seems goes smooth on me...

Chocolates for the Day

M&M chocolates sponsored by my colleague for breakfast and Kit Kat for my dinner..Tat's the chocolates to call for a day. Chocolates inspire my mood alot for today. Still trying to struggle for my exam notes which I tried to type it out into ms word. Easier for me to read and understand but I still couldn't manage to finish up the summarizing and typing.

Anyhow, mooncake festival is around the corner. Hungering for my red bean moon cake and ping pei mooncake which I love the most. As they are varities of mooncake out there in the stores, the traditional mooncakes still remains as it is. Hopefully to buy some for my mum and grandparents to enjoy. Yeah, wondering is Durian season in Malaysia has get over?? Thought of the time when having makan durian at home with family. Still remember freshly in my mind that my bro doesn't like to eat durian much. After we were full, usually we will keep the balance in fridge and the next day, Chef Charmaine will do the baking of durian cake with the help of my lovely Mummy. erm... yummy nice baked durian cake out from microwave...Missing those moments...

And also, baking pizzas, pineapple tarts, cookies, sushi, cakes and etc...The moments of mixing and blending the ingredients, nice strong scents from microwave after it was done...huhh..Reali loves that as I reminded me how free am I and how happy I was last time. Baking without worries and past the days with some outcomes that pleased everyone. But now, working working and working...How I wish to learn more baking dim sum especially my favourites Har Gao (Prawn Dumplings), egg tarts, red bean bun, char siew bao...tat's too much to learn..I wish to learn in future. Mastering in Dim Sum recipes and Sushi...another fav of mine...

Alright, back to study... Have a good day to everyone...!!!

Weekend tales...

Tuesday, nothing much...

Wednesday, had dinner with my lovely at Bugis then we headed to grab something for our sweet escape in the end of Sept..Bought a sunglasses...nothing much..will grab more as the holidays near to date.. Both of us tired, so went home with some groceries : banana, darlie, and soya bean milk (his all-time fav)

Thursday, thought to stay back for seminar but lastly need not to stay. hehe luckily, if not it will be very tiring. Even though, the seminar took one hour, but sometimes it will end after 2 hours as question and question by the clients bout the products...huhh..So, went to Suntec Convention Centre...Why?Wat? becoz of COMEX...PC fair lo..what else that drag me to convention centre if not pc or travel fair. After dinner with lovely and his bro, straight headed to the exhibition hall and grabbed an Acer laptop..of cozzz...not belongs to me...It's for his bro. Too bad, his previous laptop ends its life on wed..A sign to get a new laptop I think..The fair is big enuf to accomodate enuf ppl there..not too crowded nor too empty.. Was trying to grab SD card and wireless Nikon thing, dunno what is it call...forgotten...But times not permit at it was closing soon at 9pm..Hence, lovely went on Friday again during lunch hour...oh yeah, good news lastly we had our 320gb external hard disk..muahhahahaha

Today, ermmm.. nothing much. Just to say study little, work & chat alot whole week. Bought myself whipped potato from KFC for my dinner..hehe...This morning, tried to get prepare early and went breakfast with lovely but somehow...I'm a mimimomo person..so ended we had our breakfast seperately..sob sob...These few days, I was so lazy to do housework..luckily my lovely help me with that and i guessed sometimes he oso fed up wit my laziness and "teh" "teh" ness..Thanks love for ur understanding...

Oh Yeah..today is MERDEKA !!! MERDEKA!!! MERDEKA !!!

Hope everyone in Malaysia celebrates Independence day joyfully...Too bad for me, today and tomolo stil need to work..

Am I "Fat"???

Lost from blogging few days..

• Exam failed: Need to retake again.. I guessed will register end of Sept to reschedule to try it once again :S


• Stomach Cramp cum Gastric on Friday night, causing my colleague worked alone on Sat. Hardly slept whole night, it was so pain until I can't described it...Didn't go to hospital as I was so afraid to go that kind of place. Waited the sunrise and went to company's clinic. Luckily, not appendix or organs bleed. Just a gastric - huhh..


• Had a new hair cut yesterday. It's free at Toni & Guy Academy. Intro by a colleague of mine to help her friend. Become a model for her to cut and style whatever she wanted. Back to a dumb dumb look Charmaine....


• Conversation with Lovely last night:

Lovely: So, when you going to lose your weight? And eat less.

Me: Fat? Do I look fat? oh...you started to say I'm fat... huhh..

Lovely: No, I'm just asking..Just in case you wan to start losing weight. You know, before wedding every woman will think of losing weight.

Me: Arghhhhh.... sigh...

It was really shocked when he asked this question. So I thought do i look fat? Or I am fat enough to lose weight now...

• Yesterday, Jap class was sooooo boring as my friend couldn't make it for about 2 weeks. So lonely at class. nobody to joke with..Miss her...hope she comes back soon...all the best to her and her family.


• Today is Pay Day - Everyone is keen to look for this day...hehe...as for me..


• Siem Reap trip end of Sept...just a month to go..cant wait to enjoy the holidays moment with him..alot of things to buy..preparing soon...

Home-Sick in Singapore..

Thought to book facial and milk bath spa on Friday, just after my exam but fully booked. Arghhhh...it's okay, will try to look for more happening things to do after the exam. Hopefully not a tough one but I know it will be very tough for me. One, basic knowledge just in my brain. Second, not confident at all... I think you guys should know what is the outcome on Fri...

Basically, nothing much happen as usual. Work & Study all day long in the office and at home. Getting tired and tired each days...Getting old...hehe... This morning, heard a good and bad news from my mum. First, is my grandpa's sister will not be tat long in this world as she has a seriously cancer spreads over her body. Doc said it wont be that long, so well -prepared. Too sad to know that... Grandpa as usual, still not moving at all - lying on the bed after his operation till now. Hopefully the young one really could take care the elder when the turn has come as they look after us when we were kids before. Secondly, dad starts to change his attitudes towards the family....this is the thing I would like to hear from my mum lastly...

I really miss my family so much... Hope to see them as soon as possible.. Really hope that my mum could visit me someday in Singapore...but I know it wont be this year...It takes time.. abit disappointed to myself coz couldn't get the things done as I've planned for. I think I'm really home-sick now... I wan to be wit my mum, chit chat with my Sis, grumbles my Dad, and my silently bro - noting much to worry bout him except his further education.

JUST MISS MY SWEET FAMILY..... sob sob

...so my weekend was...

Saturday, housework = mostly laundry (thanks love, cox he did most of the things..I was just instructing as usual..hehe). Then, of course studied all the time but did played BeJeweled to relax myself..cant get high score. sob sob.. Lunch at Plaza Sg..ate ceasar salad and a chicken sandwich - great ceasar salad we had. Dinner - da pao from a hawker stall, salted fish fried rice.

Quite nice, just a relax day for both of us. Time flies in a blink...

Started to stress....

Dreamt about Futures, Hedging, Bonds and confused between them.. Sunday, went out to Suntec Mall, lunch with his brother and sister at Crystal Jade Restaurant. Had chicken & duck congee and little dim sum. Reached home about 6pm - tired to study but did revised little with the assistance of my love one. Night, ironed clothes and say goodnite...

That's the end of my weekend... exam is around.

Nerves start... Nightmares...

Weekend is Around, So..???

Start of the day, with heavy rain...had breakfast with my lovely - kaya toasts, sausages, hams and 2 sunny eggs plus a tea. Same set as my lovely but he drinks coffee. What a great day to start but with heavy rain fall. Luckily, we reached office before the rain pours.

Continued to ICA to apply PR. Long queues, many ppls, kids were running around...environment not bad..waited for about an hour for my turn. 4094, my turn - the lady who processed my application..(so coincidence) was my ex colleague's sister. No wonder they really looks alike. She started to ask me about working life in MMS, and I wondered why she asked. First, I thought just a small interview session to apply the PR ..Lastly, found out that she's someone. What a small little world... =) The process - was a QUICK Done...which I supposed to say, it only took about 10 mins I guessed. hehe..

On way back to office, trains to Boon Lay got problem.. but just a 10 mins delayed. Besides that, my teddy bear chained at my phone dropped to the floor... =( Yesterday, the teddy bear saved my phone from fall down but today the string break and dropped..sob sob...Is there any special meaning behind it?... I guess there is. It applied to our life as well..Let's think..

Sat and Sun is around...So..Anything??? A day and night to study at home.. phew..

"Love is Seeing Yourself through Someone's Eyes and Finding Yourself in Someone's Heart"

A nice love quote to share with everyone.. "Love is Seeing Yourself through Someone's Eyes and Finding Yourself in Someone's Heart"...

Blog at office. Done with my work, finished study first round of CMFAS M6 book. I know that's not the end of it. I should study few more rounds till I fully understand and pass the exam. Is Luck always there for me?

Noting much to blog..whole day just a completely silent day for me..

Emptiness in Me..

These few days, work work, study study and do noting. Nothing else that I could do to enjoy my life. Since the day I quited hotel industry, I'm happy but I could feel that things doesn't goes smooth on me..Why is that happen? I'm happy because I enrolled Jap classes. Now, too much things to worry about. First, my exam. Secondly, my career. Third, financial. Hopefully these major things could solve at one time. Alright, stop mumbling about my headache routines. I don't think bout it when I really not to think on it. Sometimes, it does pop up in my mind "What am I doing with my life??" I shouldn't question more on that as I believed this is what a life called. No answer to some questions. After all, I should live till the fullest with happiness.

Recalled a song "When I was just a little girl, I ask my mother what will I be?" A cute and sweet song played in my mind after work. How I wish I was a little girl again. Cute and Sweet..hehe Lastly, I could apply PR soon in Singapore. Wish everything will go smooth to me. It's gonna take about 3 months to approve. By tat time, I'm wondering will I pass the exam..Sigh...

Nothing much to blog..


I wish I could...... ........ after pass the exam.

1. Back KL and hang out with my friends.
2. Catch up all HK dramas that I've misses for few years.
3. Hair Do (getting long and longer)
4. Spa, Facial, Pedi & Mani (a way to pamper myself)
5. Shopping/Window shopping
6. Talk on the phone with friends for long hours (which I used to do few years back)
7. Enjoy the moment of days and nights.
8. and etc....

Yeah..today I received a suprised msg from someone which I had forgotten few years back. It doesn't affect me but now I do understand that ppl will tend to make mistakes and ask for forgiveness a later period or few years ahead. Do I really care?? Just a word for him "Do take care". Past has gone, nothing could be mend and the stories will left behind becomes history. Experiences are what it counts to become a someone better for tomorrow.

M6 around the Corner...

Singapore's National Day just passed yesterday. Nothing much to do at home. Just a relaxing day for my love to relax after few days stretching for his work to cover his colleague who was on leave. Woke up 5am and gone to work, finished 10pm plus and skipped classes due to overload works. That's a tiring tiring days for him. Anyway, it was over. Hope he will be more relax bit now.. I will support you no matter what...

My Exam...?? How's studies?? A tough question to answer as I dont put much concentration and no understanding after I've studied. Ask me why?? I'm not too sure. Maybe no motivation, no confidence, no self esteem..I 've lost the interest. Just try my best but I know I'm not and that's not the real person of me..Where's my spirit gone? wondering...sigh..

Days and nights just passed easily. And I feel a little lost in myself. I'm happy with what am I now but sometimes do seem blur and unknown path to move on. There's a way for everything as long as I have a will. I know that but it doesn't work well on me..

Hopefully, soon I will know the answer to all my questions.

Now, starting to plan for my big day which is our Wedding day. Hardly to say as we donno the actual date we want. All depends on older generations to decide for us. Secondly, we are far away from where we are..KL...hardly to settle everything like banquets, invitations, and etc. I believe sooner to the date, all things will go extremely well. That's 2008 stories..hehe. Just plan ahead.

Jap lessons is interesting so far and it attracts my interest. Unfortunately, I couldnt concentrate it much as I need to work and study for m6. Bought 2 Jap books and Jap CDs to improve but no time to explore around yet. Sooner, will get an electronic Jap dictionary which sells at market now. Hope the price is reasonable for me to get one. DooMo Arigato GozaiMasu...

Siem Reap trip is around the corner. Will be in Sept 27, booked flight and gonna stay at the top hotel in Siem Reap which is Hotel De La Paix. Small Luxury Hotel in the World. Proud to experience their hospitality. We booked the Romance Package - first time for us. Sounds interesting the package and hopefully it does the WoW service to us. My expectations are reali high..u know... If not, a complain definetely. hehe.. Searching around the necessary things to buy like sunglasses..Phew!!! Expensive in Singapore... mosquitoes repellent, SD card for DSLR, hats and etc. Thought of back KL for few days to pick up my big big PINK luggage to bring for this trip..Anyway..see how..no leaves yet =(

Ok stop here..lunch time but lunch in again..study Study...

The First Cuff Link

Being shifted from Friendster's blog to Blogger due to some irritated disturbance from some nonsense. Well well.. not to say it isn't good or bad, I think to create a new blog over here will be more great than to have it at Friendster. First, those disturbance will lost..and Secondly I could dedicate my secret of fairy tales to those who are close to me. Especially YOU, "invited best friends" and families.

Nothing much to wrote for the beginning. Will update more series of incanto fairy tales to all of you soon. Thought of posting a nice sweet skin for this blog but unfortunately, I dunno how to load the code to this site. wish I could find someone to lend me a hand on this. Back to the story of the First Cuff Link - bought the first Cuff Link for my loved one as he seems started to keen into this when saw others ppl/colleagues wearing it. So today, without hestitation I bought a pair of Cuff Link for him. It's marble grey with pearl. Will post a clear picture in the next blog!!! Hehe

These few days, my love being work so hardly and stress for his work which I couldn't comment much as I couldn't help. What I can do is just to be with him Whenever he needs me..to give courage, support and hugs. Hope he feels I'm always there for him... As a gift of appreaciation for his love to me, his hardwork in office... I silently bought him this gift. I had iron his suit and placed the cuff link in...Hehe He will get my suprise the next day morning when he tucks his suit..Excited...

Back to office work, these few days cant reali concentrate studies as there's renovation goin on..What a headache, making my smood wing and ears burst soon. Although, I tried to stuck my ears with my mp3 but the noise still cant be eliminate. Hope that environment will not last long. Alot of things happened this month, one of my best fren's bro got accident seriously - prayed hard for speedy recovery. Life is so short, appreciate the ppl around you and the time you have it now